Park Ranger Fiery Imp
Well that title is a mouthful!
The Imp scored a job. A temporary Park Ranger for the National Park Services. Can you believe it? The Feds are allowing me to teach people at a National park…you must be so proud to pay taxes ♥
Actually, I quite excited about being a Park Ranger. Sadly it’s only temporary, to only last 6 months. I normally do don’t’ take temp positions; I do not like the idea of knowing that I will be unemployed again after a small time period. Too much uncertainty of where the next paycheck will come after I am terminated. The one thing that is for certain, the monthly bills will still arrive in my mail box.
These last few months have gone by so quickly. I was so upset to return to the “unemployed” and “looking for a job” status that I’m actually going to miss it. My terror was built around the struggles of my last unemployment stint. The feeling of loneliness, despair and the undesirable weight of being useless. Sadly, I’ve felt the same while being employed. Those feelings scared me for life, but this time I didn’t let them hold me back.
I can honestly say, I’ve used my time wisely. I spent a few weeks to grieve over my new status of unemployment. That is the one thing I didn’t do last time, I didn’t grieve after I finished college. I was happy that I graduated but didn’t grieve over the death of being a student. I didn’t understand being a student was a job, I worked hard to learn and then being laid off because my goal was completed. Completion is considered a “death”. You should always grieve over a change in your life, it’s up to you have long you should grieve. Like a death, grieving is healing, healing causes change.
After I grieved…then the Imp was off and running. You haven’t seen everything that I’ve done over the last few months. Trust me, I spared you. I spared you from the frustrations and a lot of vulgar word with failed projects. I should be considered a Hero! For instance, I made an infinity dress…it worked out but I used the wrong fabric and I realized my hips are huge. My waist is much smaller than my hips, after 20 minutes of “Your cloths are too small dance” (Ladies, you know what I’m taking about), I finally got the thing on. But to get it off, I almost had to resort to using Crisco. My husband thought it was the funniest thing on the planet to watch me struggle. See? I saved you from that horrid image and saved myself from the abuse. In my “Fiery Imp” documents folder, I have a half a dozen blogs written but never finished. I promise you, I’ve made good use of my unemployment.
- Repainted the kitchen cabinets
- Still not finished with the kitchen, but I have ideas
- Chandelier make-over
- Lots of tested recipes
- Book 3 of the Game of Thrones finally finished and started book 4
- Applied to over 30 Federal job
- 10 referral letters for Federal jobs
- Only 1 job interview
- Fancy 7th wedding Anniversary!
10.Tried and loved Yoga (but ran out of money for classes)
11. Gold expeditions (another planned before I go to work)
12. 2 camping trips
13. 2 lake trips- including trying to wakeboard
14. 3 local festivals
15. Many hangovers
16. Many many hours spent laughing, crying, humiliating and catching up with good friends.
17. #15 and #16 go hand and hand
As I look back, it wasn’t that bad being unemployed. Circumstances were different, but the results were more satisfying. I figured my unemployment would last a few more months and didn’t expect my stupid kitchen cabinets to take so long, I had more things planned;
- Shampoo the carpets in the whole house
- Set all of the rock pavers in the ground around fire pit
- Have a garage sale…which means cleaning the garage
- Find more gold
- Going to the beach
- Going to Oregon (Selma or Brookings)
- Lose weight (Yeah right, not going to happen)
- Run (Yeah right, not going to happen)
Besides the inevitable by returning to unemployment this January, I am truly excited to become a Park Ranger. I enjoy talking with people, speaking to a crowd and the challenge of teaching people history of the local area. What better way to spend your summer (besides a cocktail on a beach) outdoors among history! I wouldn’t have applied to this job if I wasn’t passionate about the responsibility. This job may not pan out to anything afterwards, but I know it will be valuable to me in every aspect. I can’t describe my enthusiasm in this blog…I suck at English too much to use descriptive words and phrases. I guess I’ll let John Muir say it for me:
Everybody needs beauty as well as bread, places to play in and pray in, where nature may heal and give strength to body and soul alike. – The Yosemite (1912), page 256.